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Post by Erin on Dec 24, 2004 2:03:01 GMT
its ok we all have our moments.. update coming soon!
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Post by Erin on Dec 24, 2004 2:31:36 GMT
That slut she left me, and now she'll pay. I still love her, until my dying day...
Chapter 18 *Eric's POV*
It's been two days since she left me... My hair is greasy and uncombed. I haven't changed clothes since we broke up and my apartment is far from clean. My eyes sting from crying so much and i feel dehydrated. The sunligh taunts me, while the rain ridicules me...
No one has called... I am constantly in mourning of the love of my life leaving me... how do you think i feel? there I go talking to myself again... I've been doing that ever since she left me... she should have submitted me to an insane asylum while she was dumping me, at least someone could care for me then...
I trace a "J" with the blade and watch the blood bubble up in red dots. I grimace as the lines spill over with the warm thick blood. I pull the blade away and watch the blood drip off.... the tears come quickly and easily now, no more of that choked up nonsense. I mutter to myself "J is for Just Right... Jennifer..."
the blood comes quickly, the tears have gone, but she's still missing, i feel so wrong...
Chapter 19 *Jennifer's POV*
Benji is better than I imagined! We are going out on our third date tonight. He was hoping for a moonlit walk in the park but the clouds just won't go away... I walk in my apartment and set my keys by the answering machine and push the button. "You have 69 messages." says the automated voice on the machine. They were all from Eric. Half of them were just crying. Others were im pleading me to come back.
Just as I got to 59 the phone rang again. I rolled my eyes, and sighed. It was Eric. I picked up the phone and in a sweet voice I said, "Hello..."
*tear sniffle moan...*
"Eric, I know it's you... Hun what's wrong?"
Suddenly he becomes hostile, " What's wrong?!?! What's WRONG!?!? My girlfriend left me for another guy and she acts like nothin happened. You know what's wrong? I'm dying without you and you don't even care! That's what's Wrong, I hope your happy..."
with that he slammed the phone down and i listened to the empy line echo in my ears, as a single tear drop fell from my eye...
This guy she's with i bet he's not so hot, i bet he's just some dork that said hello... he must be good enough though for her to give him a shot...
Chapter 20 *Benji's POV*
I drummed my fingers on the dashboard as the ringing continued... C'mon Joel pick up, I need to talk to you...
"Hello?" i hear my brother on the line...
"Yo bro? what's the haps?"
i heard someone in the background, but i didn't care i needed to talk to my brother..."um nothing, just um entertaining... how about you?"
"i'm, i'm fine..." i started drumming harder, i guess my brother could sense my anxiousness cause he said...
"so how are things with um Jennifer?"
"oh great great, in fact we're going on our third date tonight..."
"cool cool..."
it got quiet and i heard someone giggle..."Bro i hate to interrupt but i wanted to ask you something...."
"ok shoot..."
"well i mean this is our third date and all and i was just wondering should i go for it with her tonight? i mean i have this whole romantic thing planned out and i'm hoping she'll go for it too and-"
"Whoa whoa, Benj... chill dude, you must really like this girl.... well i say go for it... you like her she likes you that's all you need right?" There was a pause with some talking in the background, and joel said, "ok Benj... I gotta go i have some stuff to do and all so i'll talk to ya later...."
"Ok Bye Joel.."
" Bye..."
ok so that settles that i'm going to try and do it under the stars with Jennifer tonight....
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Post by Walking Contradiction on Dec 24, 2004 2:38:25 GMT
On The corner!!!!!!!!!!!!! On the corner!!!!!!!!!! he he he....Its to cold for that...Hah hhahasldfljasldfk kasdm fvhakglafmg akl hjlafk POST MORES!
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Post by rockerbaby on Dec 24, 2004 3:56:23 GMT
cool post
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Post by But Why's The Rum Gone?!?!?! on Dec 24, 2004 4:54:53 GMT
so Benji's gonna try to shag her under the stars? lolol...WOO! GO BENJI!!!!!!!!
;aowgh kadjg;kj ;aowg ;oauhg POST!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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Post by MrsPaytonMartin on Dec 24, 2004 5:21:42 GMT
If I was this Jen chick, then I'd be pretty freaked out by Eric. I mean seriously, carving a 'J' into himself..? Can you say fuckin' phsyco? I wouldn't feel sorry.. I'd just tell him to get a life.
Anywho! Great postes, now I want more! *does the Erin dance* I think I have a dance for everything...
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Post by Emo*Child on Dec 24, 2004 15:44:57 GMT
"im gunna try to do it with jennifer under the stars tonight" hehehe that makes my giggle ;D
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Post by Im In L.O.V.E on Dec 24, 2004 23:02:55 GMT
you guys are so weird i love you sorry that was maby to weird** i like righting wierd loll yah ok post more its awsome
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Post by MrsPaytonMartin on Dec 25, 2004 0:11:16 GMT
FINALLY!!! Benji's gonna bone Jen!!!
*does another stupid dance*
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Post by Erin on Dec 25, 2004 16:42:14 GMT
welps you guys another Christmas so i guess i should say...
I hope that covers it... well i'll update sometime soon but until then have a good day!!!
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Post by MrsPaytonMartin on Dec 25, 2004 21:01:58 GMT
Hurry up, you little patooty!
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Post by Erin on Dec 27, 2004 4:49:14 GMT
I never planned for this disaster, it seems the world is going faster...
Chapter 21 *Jennifer's POV*
"Benji why are you staring at me like that?" we were in the park laying on a blanket holding hands staring at the stars...
"what? i'm not staring..." he says turning his head...
i forget about it and point at the sky, "oo look! its the Big Dipper!"
"i got something big for you...."
"BENJI!" i sit up and stare at him with big eyes...."I hope your not thinking what i think your thinking!!!"
he looked at me slyly, "and what am i thinking?"
i blush in the cool night and turn my head...it gets really quite and i hear the crickets chirping and benji's calm breathing....i lay back down but i roll to face benji... i'm afraid to turn my back on him no telling what his hormones will make him do.... i smile at him, what i hope to be a warm smile and not a seductive smile...
suddenly i flashback to a time in the park with Eric...we were playing tag and i was running and i was running out of breath and i almost tripped but he caught me... that was our second date....
remembering old dates made me remember the words that Eric gave me today on the phone... i must have looked pained because benji suddenly looked concerned and he pulled me closer to hug him....
i can't take much more of this world, not without her in it....
Chapter 22 *Benji's POV*
i pulled her close and i rubbed her back.. i put my face in her hair as i smelled her shampoo... her hair was still a little damp, and some hidden warmth was coming from her head... it felt so right to be here with her doing this, and i must say her vulnerability was really turning me on.... i guess too much because suddenly she shouts...
"Benji!!! i know you're having fun, but please put jaba back in the hut!"
I laughed and tried to contain myself.
not that it mattered because two minutes later we were making out on the blanket as i rolled on top of her... i thrust my hands up her shirt and felt the warmth as she fussed about my cold hands....
we were really getting into it when suddenlyshe pushed me away and looked sadly at the sky...
"what's wrong Jennifer? i mean first you were all no then you were all YEA! and now you're getting distant on me again.... maybe stars weren't a good idea because you seem to be on a different planet..."
i think i upset her, she started crying and i pulled her into a hug again. but moments later we were making out again... i don't know what it was about this woman but i was having fun when she was into me, and if i got lucky i would be in her later.... suddenly Jennifer stops and pushes me off of her again and i look angry,"What the heck is your problem? i mean c'mon how many times will it take until i can-"
she was jestering past me and i turned around, there were two children with their parent and a little dog... crap... if its not the girl its the people walking around in the woody area of the park at 11:00 o'clock in the afternoon when they should be in bed and crap....
don't say it'll stay this way forever, i don't think i could take it...
Chapter 23 *Eric's POV*
"E" is for exceptionally everything...
i bet she's doing it with that guy she met...
i miss her so much,
she left me,
i have no more tears to cry there is not enough fluid in my body for that...
i feel dry and empty...
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Post by Im In L.O.V.E on Dec 27, 2004 4:58:17 GMT
i love this story its like romantic,sad,funny all at the same time i love it post more
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Post by Walking Contradiction on Dec 27, 2004 5:00:17 GMT
oooooohhhh Benji wanted to show her his Big Dipper! hahha that was funny.... Poor Benji...hold up cold hands! dude I told you! You can't do it outside when it's cold! It just doesn't work!
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Post by Erin on Dec 27, 2004 5:06:32 GMT
aw thank you so much, i'm glad that i can provide a good read
yup yup poor benji....and how do you know that you can't do it outside when its cold??? *raises eyebrows* anyways don't you know that when its cold you depend on the other person's body heat to keep you warm??? mm hmm lol hehe benji does have a big dipper... that is actually my apology for saying he was smaller than everyone else last week.... ahem.....
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