Post by aiden on Jun 14, 2005 3:16:47 GMT
13.06.05
Today. A different day. Fine. Horrible. Exciting. Boring. I really didn't do much of anything today. I woke up at around seven, because it annoying me to wake up after eight. I don't know why. It feels like I'm wasting the day if I wake up later.
I sat in my living room, watching television all day long. America's Top Model. How lame. I think I sat in five different places and twenty different positions. I hate how I can't stay in one position for more than half an hour.
When I was younger, I always wanted to be a model. Always. It was my dream job, and I got excited every time I saw a modeling agency in the mall. After watching this, I realized that I still do want to be a model. Not as much as before, but I think it would be fun. I know that there is a lot of work. I know it's extremely hard, but I think I would like a challenge. Watch out for me on America's Next Top Model v.20 -- when I'm eighteen.
Tomorrow I'm starting my first day of summer track. Last week I was having second thoughts about it, because I'm not a really good runner, but now, I think it will be awesome. I'm going to be in cross country freshman year, so this will really help. Mr. Ramsey is the coach, so that should be wonderful. He was my eighth grade history teacher.
Me and my mom are on this diet. Ediets.com. I've been on it for two weeks, and I've lost five pounds. The first week was complete hell. I thought they were trying to starve me. It was all vegetables, and portions, and counting, and everything that I was horrible at. Now, in the second week, it's grown on me, and it's become easier. Some of the food is wonderful, like an eggplant entree, and others are just disqusting, like tofu soup.
Warped tour is this Sunday. My mom, dad, sister and I are going together, but only me and my sister will be walking around together. Thank god. My sister, Erin, can be pretty influential, so we'll bond pretty well on Sunday. Despite the occasional fight, we'll be good.
Here, at the BMMB, I've been doubting some things. Things like if people really know who I am, my name, what I'm like. It seems like only Kate knows who I am. Newbies - I don't expect them to know me. Older people - I've seen them around a lot. I think that I've tried to get to know them. I've sent people PMs before. I've addressed them by name. I don't know. It seems like people don't know me here. I've been here for almost three years. I'm a moderator for god's sake!
I know I'll sound horrible writing this, but... I've been thinking about giving the BMMB a break. Maybe for a week. Maybe a month. To see if anyone notices. I'm announcing it here. If anyone reads this, they'll know. I'll look at the boards, but I won't post. I'll answer Kate's PMs. Maybe I just won't even come here, at all, for a bit. See how it is, if it really is better not being here. I don't know. I'm just confused.
Today. A different day. Fine. Horrible. Exciting. Boring. I really didn't do much of anything today. I woke up at around seven, because it annoying me to wake up after eight. I don't know why. It feels like I'm wasting the day if I wake up later.
I sat in my living room, watching television all day long. America's Top Model. How lame. I think I sat in five different places and twenty different positions. I hate how I can't stay in one position for more than half an hour.
When I was younger, I always wanted to be a model. Always. It was my dream job, and I got excited every time I saw a modeling agency in the mall. After watching this, I realized that I still do want to be a model. Not as much as before, but I think it would be fun. I know that there is a lot of work. I know it's extremely hard, but I think I would like a challenge. Watch out for me on America's Next Top Model v.20 -- when I'm eighteen.
Tomorrow I'm starting my first day of summer track. Last week I was having second thoughts about it, because I'm not a really good runner, but now, I think it will be awesome. I'm going to be in cross country freshman year, so this will really help. Mr. Ramsey is the coach, so that should be wonderful. He was my eighth grade history teacher.
Me and my mom are on this diet. Ediets.com. I've been on it for two weeks, and I've lost five pounds. The first week was complete hell. I thought they were trying to starve me. It was all vegetables, and portions, and counting, and everything that I was horrible at. Now, in the second week, it's grown on me, and it's become easier. Some of the food is wonderful, like an eggplant entree, and others are just disqusting, like tofu soup.
Warped tour is this Sunday. My mom, dad, sister and I are going together, but only me and my sister will be walking around together. Thank god. My sister, Erin, can be pretty influential, so we'll bond pretty well on Sunday. Despite the occasional fight, we'll be good.
Here, at the BMMB, I've been doubting some things. Things like if people really know who I am, my name, what I'm like. It seems like only Kate knows who I am. Newbies - I don't expect them to know me. Older people - I've seen them around a lot. I think that I've tried to get to know them. I've sent people PMs before. I've addressed them by name. I don't know. It seems like people don't know me here. I've been here for almost three years. I'm a moderator for god's sake!
I know I'll sound horrible writing this, but... I've been thinking about giving the BMMB a break. Maybe for a week. Maybe a month. To see if anyone notices. I'm announcing it here. If anyone reads this, they'll know. I'll look at the boards, but I won't post. I'll answer Kate's PMs. Maybe I just won't even come here, at all, for a bit. See how it is, if it really is better not being here. I don't know. I'm just confused.