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Post by Erin on Jul 25, 2006 2:41:20 GMT
omg.. myrtle beach?
in SC?
whoaz..
I really do not consider you fat.. not overweight at all..
not even just a little bit larger than the other girls..
maybe because I know fat people... I teeter totter on 200.. I have friends over 250...so yeah I know fat.
I'm sorry our thing didn't work out.
but water does work.. for sure.. I lost like 18 in 2 weeks..
but I'm so here for you. <33333
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Post by aiden on Aug 1, 2006 1:52:33 GMT
I still like the idea of being anorexic. I really do.
I can't bring myself to do it, though. I say I will the next day, and then I eat like crazy. It's horrible.
I'm going to write down what I'm eating tomorrow, and I hope to God that I'll stick with it.
Tuesday - August 1, 2006
Breakfast: 1 soft pretzel. Lunch: 1 package Ramen noodles. Dinner: Qdoba (I'm at band camp, and it's pre-paid, so I can't really back out of it) Snack: No Drink: Water, Tea, Diet soda (optional)
I'm going to hate myself for restricting so much, but it has to be done.
I'm crossing my fingers that I'll make it through tomorrow eating just these foods.
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Post by DCOTN on Aug 15, 2006 3:05:48 GMT
..just cause I have to say it, everytime I click your journal, I have to yell, DAAANCE DANCE.. WE'RE FAAAALLING APAAAART TO HAAAAAAAAAAALF TIME. for ever and ever and ever.
And then I go watch She-man, awahhwahhwahhwahh.
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Post by aiden on Aug 16, 2006 12:22:29 GMT
Haha, that's great. I love the She-man. It's pretty amazing. Hahah.
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Post by aiden on Aug 31, 2006 3:38:47 GMT
I start school on Friday, September 1st. I'm really not looking forward to going. This year is not going to be so great; I have a feeling I'm just going to go to class and go home and read. I don't think it's going to be a very social year.
I already dislike most of my teachers, and I barely know anyone in my classes. I wish summer was longer. I wish I didn't have to work; it's taken up the entire summer and it didn't even feel like summer. I wish I could have just stayed home and read all summer long. This school year I'm just going to read; I think I'm going to make up a list of books to read throughout the year. It should be interesting.
My best friend has gotten a boyfriend. They seem like a good match; they like the same bands, et al. I'm very happy for her. She seems very happy. I just don't want to be put on the backburner now.
I feel as if I'm not very important anymore. I'm second-best. I'm third-best. I'm not that special to anyone anymore. I think I'm going to isolate myself a bit this year; it seems like the right thing to do.
I want to write something more. I have something else to say, but I don't know what. Some other day...
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Post by Erin on Aug 31, 2006 15:35:49 GMT
I've got soul but I'm not a soldier..
it'll be ok. if you're not feeling social, you're not feeling social, but I'm sure some days you're going to just wanna bust out and do a random dance while you're taking a test or something.. but you're a pearl girl. you are the only one who can put yourself on the backburner.
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Post by aiden on Aug 31, 2006 18:09:45 GMT
<333 You are a motivational and inspirational speaker. Thank you.
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Post by Erin on Aug 31, 2006 22:50:25 GMT
find you "Ness"
<33333
not a problem
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Post by aiden on Aug 31, 2006 22:58:07 GMT
<33333333333333333333333333333333333333333
and more hearts.
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