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Post by Erin on Jan 1, 2005 22:06:01 GMT
does anybody reeeeeeeeeaaaaaaaaaaaaally want me to post??? if so i'll try and get it up tonight if not it'll wait till later...
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Post by Emo*Child on Jan 1, 2005 23:07:32 GMT
umm now
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Post by Walking Contradiction on Jan 1, 2005 23:44:26 GMT
Yes of course everyone reaalllllllllllllllllllly wants you to post you havent posted in a while..NOW!
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Post by sarah on Jan 2, 2005 5:29:06 GMT
i just got caught up and i think u should post more when u get a chance
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Post by Erin on Jan 2, 2005 17:36:50 GMT
ok i guess the vote is in, i will update tonight if my mom lets me on the internet to post...
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Post by But Why's The Rum Gone?!?!?! on Jan 3, 2005 0:48:54 GMT
dude ERIN! POST!!!!!!!!!
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Post by Erin on Jan 4, 2005 2:35:45 GMT
tomorrow tomorrow i promise to update tomorrow!
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Post by Erin on Jan 5, 2005 0:39:03 GMT
dun dunna duuuuuuuuh! the long awaited post...
two years of passion, two years of love, all for nothing
Chapter 24 *Eric's POV*
N is for never-ending beauty
I'm such a frickin fool for not noticing...
The pain is the only thing that heals me...
I listened to a song today.. a song i haven't heard in a while.. i'm connecting with it so much more now...
i sing it to myself while waiting for my nightmarish sleep to come...
"I hurt myself today to see if i still feel i focus on the pain, the only thing that's real. The needle tears a hole the old familiar sting, try to kill it all away, but i remember everything...."
its time like these when the tears i thought i would never have come rushing in... i feel so weak...
"What have i become my sweetest friend everyone i know goes away in the end.. and you could have it all, my empire of dirt, i will let you down i will make you hurt..."
i can't sing, i can't do anything except sit here and hope, pray, waste away until she comes back...
beneath the stains of time the feelings disappear you are someone else i am still right here...
Chapter 25 *Jennifer's POV*
on the way to another date with Benji i was looking out the car window and i saw Eric's apartment... his car was still there... the shades were pulled shut... i wonder what he's doing if he finally has gotten over me... somehow i don't think he has...
"so when am i going to meet this brother of yours?" benji suddenly chimes in my thoughts...
brother? what? oh ... Eric... "um benji there's something i need to tell you..."
it was almost our third year anniversary... we could have made it three years.. we could have been together forever...
Chapter 26 *Benji's POV*
"What? ok now i'm really confused... so that time i called you it was your Boyfriend? that answered.. what the " i heaved a heavy sigh, how could she lead me on like that...? "are you guys still together?"
"no no i would never decieve you or him, i mean we aren't going out anymore but he's a really good friend... " and she muttered something about how she wish she could talk to him..
"so you guys aren't talking? so he knew about me, but i didn't know about him?? what is up with that?"
"It was complicated he didn't know until i broke up with him, and i broke up with him after you asked me to go steady..."
"so you dumped this guy for me..." i was flattered but i never would want to be this "eric" person..."you need to talk to him, i don't want to go out with someone while their ex is probably planning to kill me, i have enough enemies as it is..."
"Benj, he couldn't hurt anybody he's too sweet for that, and well technically he knows about you but he doesn't know you... i didn't tell him your name..."
"yeah well he might see me around town with you..and the way your talking about him now i would think you still had a thing for him???"
she answered almost too quickly but i was calmed and reassured by her insistence, " oh no no no no no benj, i'm completely over him i'm just worried he seemed to take it a little hard..."
"and by hard do you mean cry for a few days and get over it or go on homicidal rampage?"
"i already told you he's not like that, he is just ... very sensitive..."
"o ok... well fine whatever but i insist i'm not going out with you again until you patch things up with him..." with that i turned the car around..
"Benji! are you saying i have to go out with him again?"
"Heck no, your my girlfriend now but you shouldn't leave your ex's hanging and doing who knows what and just work it out with him to where he's ok..."
she sighed and looked sort of sad, "ok, whatever i have to do to be with you..."
if it weren't for the look she was giving me i would have laughed at her... she pointed out where his apartment was and i pulled up to the door...
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Post by ...Victoria... on Jan 5, 2005 1:13:23 GMT
aaahhhhh its soooo good!!! post more!!
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Post by billyzwife27 on Jan 5, 2005 1:29:49 GMT
i liked it post more asap i need something to do so hurry seein as the loser im datin doesnt want to talk to me sometimes i wonder y i like him Jessy
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Post by sarah on Jan 5, 2005 2:39:48 GMT
post more
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Post by MrsPaytonMartin on Jan 6, 2005 0:24:56 GMT
More!
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rockerbaby
Movin' On
Living in a fantasy world is OK for me because there is never something left in reality.
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Post by rockerbaby on Jan 6, 2005 3:32:50 GMT
coolio
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Post by Erin on Jan 6, 2005 22:17:22 GMT
oh jessica i'm sorry i didn't get that post until 2 days later if i had known i would have posted again.. i hope things are better... i don't know why he was so rude to you...
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Post by ...Victoria... on Jan 9, 2005 22:52:14 GMT
.........im dying you have to post.....please?
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