Sweet Sixteen by Trinity Joselyn Carter

[Kezzie]

Sweet Sixteen





Kaylee stood in front of her mirror smiling to herself. She swore to herself that she would make up for everything that had happened two years ago. You thought you were so fucking special, didn’t you? She put on her blouse and grabbed her car keys, preparing herself for what she was going to do.

……..
“Hello, my name is Kaylee.”<br>
“You look awfully young, how old are you?”<br>
“Well I’m turning sixteen in 8 days.”<br>
“Oh, sweet sixteen! I remember when I was that young.”<br>
“Really?”<br>
“Well actually there are a lot of black spots.” He admitted, laughing. She giggled along with him, pulling her skirt down a little while doing so. She had never felt so shy before. “So what do you want to accomplish being here?”<br>
“What do you mean?” She smiled shyly and looked down at her feet. Dammit, I’m acting so childish!, she thought to herself.

“I’m sure you had some plans and dreams about what was going to happen tonight. All girls do. I want to know what yours is and don’t lie to me, because I’ll know that you’re lying.

“Well I wanted to make out with Joel.” She pointed to the nearest member of the band and blushed feverishly.

“You’re lying!” The guy she was talking said loudly and laughed. “What do you really want?”<br>
“I wanted to lose my virginity.” She smiled, this time managing not to blush.

“Oh. Go Joel!” The older one rooted to his younger brother. They all exited and she was alone in the room with him.

“Uh, hello I’m Joel.”

“Yeah, I know that already.”<br>
“So how do you want to do this?”<br>
“You mean right now?”<br>
“Yeah, sure.”<br>
“Uh………” He moved over to her and brushed his lips against hers. “Well, that’s a start.”

………<br>Kaylee walked into the large building and signed her name on the white ledger in the lobby.

“Hello, may I help you?” A cute blonde sat behind the large counter with a telephone receiver in her hand.

“I’m here to see Mr. Madden.”<br>
“Benji or Joel?”<br>
“Joel”<br>
“So you’re Kaylee? I’ve heard a lot about you!”<br>
“Oh really? How much?”<br>
“I heard about what happened between you and Joel.”<br>
“Believe me, you haven’t heard it all.”<br>
The buzzer on the blonde’s desk rang and the blonde looked mildly irritated, being taken away from her gossiping session. “Mr. Madden will see you. Good luck!”<br>
“Thanks” She managed a wave behind her as she disappeared into a large office building. He was sitting in a large cushy chair behind a large desk, his back to her and a phone to his ear. She cleared her throat and he turned around.

“Uh, bro, I have to go.” He hung up the phone and fixed his large brown eyes on her.

“I heard you wanted to see me?”<br>
“Yeah I do.” She sat down in the chair across from him and proceeded to take a large manila envelope out of her bag.

[Kezzie]

“This should make things more interesting.” He picked up the DVD recording camera sitting on the counter and turned it on. “Strip” He said it as a command and she regretfully starting pulling off her clothes. “That wasn’t so hard, was it?”<br>
“No” She admitted, and it was true. She felt free; wild even.

He sat the active camera down on the counter overlooking the couch. “Shall we?” Kaylee giggled and jumped on the couch.

“Strip for me.” He gave an award-winning smile and starting pulling his clothes off, his muscles rippling.

Kaylee gave a sharp squeal as he pinned her to the bed. He kissed her mouth, pushing his tongue in. She tensed up against his body and kissed back, never have been kissed with that much passion before.

He unbuttoned his pants and pulled them off at his ankles. He quickly shed his boxers and stood there in the nude. Kaylee gave a short giggle.

“What’s wrong?”<br>
“I’ve never seen a guy naked before.”<br>
“You mean you’re a total virgin?”<br>
“Yeah” she said, blushing even worse.

“That’s even better!”<br>
………<br>“What’s this?” He inquired, pointing to the envelope now lying on the counter.

“Oh, that?” He nodded and she continued. “It’s a little reminder of the past. Well, of two years ago.”

“Kaylee, that was a long time ago. Can’t we just drop it?” She laughed.

“No, we can’t forget it. Joel, do you know what this little envelope can do to you? I was sixteen. Let’s say it how it is. If you don’t give me what I want, I’ll make things happen.”<br>
“What can you do that would be so bad?”<br>
“Imagine when you walk down the street people yelling at you and calling you a pedophile.”

“You wouldn’t!”<br>
“Wanna bet? You hurt me bad, Joel.”<br>
“Are you that heartless?”<br>
“Ask yourself that question before you start questioning me.” She put the manila envelope back into her bag and got up. “You can call me at this number while I’m in town. Think about it, Joel.”<br>
………<br>Joel pulled the condom down and Kaylee blushed and looked away. He laughed and laid down on top of her. She took in a sharp breath as she felt something hard press against her.

“Ow!”<br>
“What’s wrong, you want me to stop?”<br>
“It, it just hurts.”<br>
“It’ll feel better soon.”<br>
“Promise?”<br>
“Yeah”<br>
He started to thrust in and out of her and she cried out in pain. Instead of stopping, he sped up and hoped that the pain would stop soon for her.

“Ow! Joel!” She cried out in mixed pleasure and pain. He kept thrusting and she screamed. Arching her back, she sliced his shoulders with her nails. He gasped at the pain and was glad that he finished quicker than he usually would have.

………<br>She picked up the phone on the second ring. “Hello?” She said a bit annoyed. She was in the middle of watching her favorite TV show.

“Kaylee?” The voice sounded tentative.

“Yes?” Kaylee was a little more interested. Joel had called her the same day that she talked to him. That had to mean breaking a few of the rules guys held sacred. Like the three day rule.

“What do you want?”<br>
“I want the chance I didn’t have two years ago. I want to have something with you, Joel.”<br>
“Okay. Can I pick you up at eight tomorrow?”<br>
“Sure.” She hung up the phone being satisfied. She was actually going to get what she wanted all this time.

………<br>“What’s wrong Kaylee?” He mom looked disapprovingly at her.

“Nothing” She dropped her eyes in shame. She didn’t want to look at her mother after what had happened.

“Something’s wrong.” She looked her up and down. “Was it something that happened at the concert you went to?”<br>
“No” she answered a little too quickly.

“Kaylee, you haven’t been yourself for the past three days! I want to know what’s wrong!” The phone drowned out the rest of what her mom had to say and she rushed off to go answer it. A moment later, her mom walked in looking a little confused. She covered the mouthpiece and hissed at her daughter. “There’s a guy on the phone for you but he sounds older. Explain it to me.”<br>
Kaylee grabbed the phone from her. “I will… later!” She put the phone up to her lips. “Hello?”

“Oh, hello.” It was the voice that was so familiar, the one that had been screaming her name not long ago.

“Why are you calling?” She was tired of thinking about him and what happened. She wanted it to finally be over.

“I was calling to wish you an early happy birthday.”<br>
“I’m having a party on Saturday…If you’re not busy…”

“Well we kind of are. We’re on tour, honey. Sorry.” She heard the faint click of the phone and knew her wondering was over. Everything with Joel was over.

[Kezzie]

The doorbell rang in the foyer. Kaylee ran to answer it, dressed in her best clothes. Joel was standing out in the rain holding a dozen red roses.

“Hi.” He sounded so shy and unsure of himself.

“Hello.” Kaylee smiled like she hadn’t dared to do two years ago. “Ready to go?” Joel nodded and she closed the door behind her and locked it.

He opened the door to his car for her and she slipped in, still smiling. “So where do you want to go?”<br>
“You asked me out, it’s your choice.” She smiled at him and batted her eyes.

“Um, okay. So do you want to go out to dinner?”<br>
“Sure, I haven’t eaten, and if that’s the best offer you have then I’ll take it.”<br>
“Wow, you sure have changed.”<br>
“Not so shy anymore, am I?”

“No, and I like it.”<br>
“I bet you do.”<br>
………<br>Her mom ran into to see the smashed remains of the telephone sitting in a heap at the bottom of the wall. “What’s wrong honey?” Kaylee just muttered something under her breath and pulled the covers over her head. “What did you say?”<br>
“Leave me alone.” She growled it out with such certainty that her mother was taken aback.

“Why, honey?”<br>
“I wish I was dead.” She sobbed faintly into her pillow and her mom backed out of the room, not knowing what to do.

………<br>Joel pulled out Kaylee’s chair upon entering the restaurant of choice. “So what’s been going on in these past two years?”

“You know, school. I’m going to college in a few weeks. Oh yeah, and I turned eighteen.”<br>
“Really?”<br>
“Yeah, now I’m not a minor so you don’t have to be so freaked out.”<br>
“I’m just freaked out that you blackmailed me for a date.”<br>
“Yeah, I should have made my demands higher. That shit I have on you is worth more than this.” She laughed and he laughed along with her, looking at her in a way he hadn’t before.

………<br>“You haven’t been eating much lately, Kaylee. I’m getting concerned.” Her mother looked at her with sad eyes, not knowing what to do.

“I was too fat anyway,” Kaylee cackled “Maybe now I can actually get a guy to stay around.”<br>
“Tomorrow’s your birthday, are you sure you still want to have a party?”<br>
“Are you crazy? I’ve wanted that party for years now and you’re just going to take it away like that? Are you that cruel?” Kaylee brokenly sobbed openly into her hands. She had been emotionally unattached lately.

“It’s just………if it makes you feel better, honey.”<br>
“You’re a cruel woman!” The new phone started to ring and Kaylee picked it up, faking a steady voice. It was him again.

“Joel?”<br>
“I’m in town. I wanted to know if you wanted to spend the day before your birthday with me.” She practically squealed down the phone.

“Of course I want to!”<br>
“Meet me in my hotel…” He gave her the address and she sped away, not being able to wait to see the guy she’d fallen for again.

………<br>“Kaylee…” Joel whined into her ear as she sat giggling, watching the boring movie.

“Whaat? Shut up, you’re ruining the movie.” He bit her neck and she moved away from him. “If you watch it, you’ll like it. It’s very interesting.”<br>
“Yeah, right. You’re just staring off into space.”<br>
“And making my own movie. So shut up and stop ruining it.”<br>
“What kind of movie is it?”<br>
“None of your business.”<br>
“Does it involve me?”<br>
“Maybe.” She giggled.

“I wanna make out! Why do you think I picked the most boring movie in the theatre?”<br>
“Next time pick one that interests you because I’m entertained.”<br>
“You’ve got to be kidding me!”<br>
“Yeah I am… This movie sucks!” She turned towards him and kissed him softly on the lips. He moved in to deepen the kiss but she moved away quickly. “Hey, second date, no tongue!” He pouted and she giggled. This time it had been him to quickly set up the date, not her. He had sat proudly with his arm around her. She had just let him, knowing full well what was going to end up happening.

“Hey, I’ve had more than two dates with you!”<br>
“Sex? You considered the sex a date?” Kaylee snorted through her nose at him. “You really are hapless.”

“Hey… that hurts…” Joel stuck his lower lip out in a pout as if to show her just how much it hurt.

“Get over it!” She cried, laughing. They were alone in the theatre; everyone else had left because the movie was just that boring.

“You know we’re alone….” Joel let the sentence run on.

“And?” Kaylee grinned to herself, knowing she was getting at him. Two years ago she would have taken whatever bait he had thrown at her, but now she was going to make him squirm. Just for everything he had made her feel.

“I was just letting you know that we’re alone.”<br>
“Okay, that’s nice.” She heard the creaks of him moving around in his seat and laughed inwardly. He’s not used to being uncomfortable around girls. He’s used to having the upper hand. “Are you okay?”<br>
“Let’s get out of here, this movie is really boring.”<br>
“Okay.”<br>

[Kezzie]

Kaylee looked up at the number on the door to see if it matched the one on her paper. Seeing it did, she opened the door slowly, not knowing what to expect. Joel sat on the bed talking to Benji and when he heard the door open he looked up at her.

“Hey, Kaylee” He smiled at her and she shuddered inside.

“Hi, Joel” He gave her a once over and she just stood there smiling. “Why did you ask me over?”

“Well Benji and I remembered something you said when we met, right Benji?”<br>
“Yeah” He smiled in approval.

“And what was that?” She raised her eyebrows; she hadn’t remembered much that had happened before her encounter with Joel.

“That you thought a threesome would be hot.” Benji gave her a toothy smile and she frowned to herself. Had she really said something like that to them? She definitely thought about it, but had she said it out loud to them?

“Oh…”

“So Benji and I are going to fulfill your fantasies.” Joel said proudly as he quickly shed his outer clothes. Benji stepped closer and smiled. Kaylee gave a forced smile and sat down on the nearest bed, nervous and jittery. Why do I have to feel this young and not be bale to just go with the flow?, she thought to herself.

“Is anything wrong?” Benji whispered in her ear, his fingers moving through her long hair.

“No, why would anything be wrong?” She smiled at him and found his lips, kissing them as she had in her fantasies.

………<br>“Where are we going?” She looked eagerly out of the window which was frosted with snow.

“You’re not patient are you?” Joel giggled and smiled at her, baring his teeth, trying to get her to laugh. They had been seeing each other since the summer and Kaylee never let him out of her sight. She wasn’t going to let it be like last time.

“Not really. Fess up, where are we going?”<br>
“Fine, we’re going ice skating in central park.” He winked at her and Kaylee squealed in delight.

“I’ve always wanted to do that! That’s so romantic!”<br>
“I know, I know.” He parked the car, took Kaylee’s hand and led her to the rink. They strapped on skates and slid out onto the ice.

………<br>Benji laid her on the bed and started undoing her clothes. She fought off her insecurities and helped him take off his own clothes. Looking up, she saw Joel standing with the camera pointed on her. Kaylee smiled for the camera and took Benji’s mouth on hers again.

Joel put the camera down and strutted over to them with lubrication jelly in his hand. Kaylee raised her eyebrow but it wasn’t soon enough. Benji took the bottle from his brother and started coating himself with it. He flipped Kaylee over on all fours while Joel got underneath her.

Kaylee screamed as Benji inserted himself in her anus. It felt as if she were being ripped in two. Joel inserted himself inside of her right after Benji did. He started thrusting at a hard, tearing pace, and Benji did the same pace to keep up with him. Kaylee screamed in pain as she felt herself tearing. There was warm blood flowing from her and staining the sheets. How could anyone ever like this?, she thought to herself.

………<br>Joel sipped on his hot cocoa and held Kaylee’s hand in his.

“Joel, this was really nice of you.” She blushed and looked down.

“Kaylee, I have something to tell you.” Oh shit, he’s going to break it off again. Just like the last time.

“What?”<br>
“I think I’m falling in love with you.”<br>
“Huh? What did you say?” Joel blushed furiously and looked at the ground.

“I didn’t say anything. You must have been hearing things.”<br>
………<br>“So how was it?” Benji put his clothes back on as Kaylee cleaned up the sheets shamefully.

“It was great.” She ran her finger across the dark red stain and it came back bloody.

“Threesomes are great.” Joel turned the video camera off after he had finished dressing.

“Can I have a copy of that DVD?” Kaylee looked eagerly from where she stood, holding the tainted sheet in her arms.

“Sure. We’ll mail it to you.”<br>
“And the copy of the other one?”

“Yeah, I’ll send a copy of that too.”<br>
“So what now, do we shake hands and leave it at that or what?”<br>
“Huh?”<br>
“Well. Obviously I’ve never done this before.”<br>
“Oh yeah, well we’ve got to get going, so………”

“I’ll just leave” Kaylee said downtrodden.

“Goodbye”<br>
“’Bye” She walked out looking at her feet, feeling completely used.

………<br>

[Kezzie]

“Oh, because I really thought I heard you say something.” Kaylee giggled.

“Seriously, you should stop taking those bad medicines.” He giggled too. “Because I didn’t say anything.” She smiled at him and he leaned in.

“Nope, nope. Third date, no tongue.” She laughed and leaned in more.

“You said that about the second date too!”<br>
“Yeah well it’s really third date, no tongue, but it wouldn’t make sense if it was okay for tongue on the second date and not on the third.”<br>
“Well, I guess that makes sense.” He leaned in and kissed her gently on her lips. She kissed back, grinning into his lips.

“I never thought this would happen.”<br>
“What?”<br>
“I never thought I’d see you again.”<br>
“Yeah I thought that too. I’m glad that I saw you again and that you blackmailed me into going on a date with you.”<br>
“That was fun!”<br>
“I bet.” He said, pouting.

………<br>Kaylee opened the mailbox and quickly retrieved the package before her mother could see it. She ripped it open and stuffed the two DVDs in her pocket, discarding the wrapping in the trashcan. She didn’t want her mom to know she was getting mail that she didn’t approve of. Worse yet, she didn’t want her mom to watch the DVDs.

She walked in the house, feeling worse than ever. He used her and then sent her DVDs as a reminder. Yeah, it was just like sending a greeting card that said “Fuck you, you can’t have me”., she thought to herself. She walked into her room and slammed right into her mother who was standing there going through her clothes.

“What are you doing in my room?!”

“I was going through your clothes. They just hang off of you now. We need to get you new clothes.”<br>
“I don’t want new clothes. Get out of my room.” She gave her mom and icy stare and flopped down on her bed.

“You need new clothes. I don’t know what crawled up your ass and died but get over it. It probably isn’t that important anyway. So where do you want to go to get new clothes?”<br>
“Are you not listening to me?!” she shrieked “I don’t want new clothes and how would you know what the fuck is important and what’s not?! Look at you!” Her mother rose up in defensive mode and dropped the clothes on the floor; she had taken the bait.

“Wait do you mean look at me?”<br>
“No job! You didn’t even go to college! You’re a fucking loser!”<br>
“I will not take that talk from you!”<br>
“Go ahead; put me up for adoption then. I don’t care do what you want. I’m so over with living.”<br>
“We’re going clothes shopping. I don’t know what’s gotten into you, but you’re not my daughter.”<br>
………<br>“Why did you bring me here?” Kaylee looked around the fancy restaurant and noticed that no one she knew where she lived would be able to afford to eat here.

“Well it’s our one year anniversary and I figured that we should go to a nice restaurant. Is that such a bad thing?”

“It shouldn’t count as a year! I only saw you about one month out of the year. And you don’t have to spend that much money on me, Joel, McDonald’s would have been fine.”<br>
“Well it’s your birthday too.”<br>
“I forgot.” Kaylee flushed a deep red and looked at the red velvet and black silk tablecloths. “This place is too fancy. I’m surprised that they didn’t take one look at me and throw me out.”<br>
“It was because you were with me.”<br>
“Oh, that makes me feel a whole lot better.” She grinned and looked around. The tables were round and made of a dark wood. The place was lighted only with candles and it was dark. She supposed she liked it better. There was a sweet smell of what she supposed was vanilla. And it masks the smell of all the food, that’s weird, she thought.

There was soft music playing by a tall man with dark features on a piano. There was a silver candelabra sitting on the piano and it sat atop one of the rich tablecloths.

“Joel, I don’t feel like I should be here. It’s too nice.” She didn’t just feel like she wasn’t welcome, she felt frumpy. She felt like street vermin in here.

“Oh, please. You look beautiful.”<br>
“Who bought me the dress?” She said, looking pointedly at him.

“It doesn’t matter. What matters is that this is a nice place and it has nice waiters. In fact, this nice waiter has been waiting here five minutes to take your order.”<br>
“Oh, sorry” Kaylee was even more embarrassed as she placed her order.

………<br>“And he hasn’t called at all.” Kaylee sighed as she told her best friend the story.

“I don’t believe you.”

“Fine. Don’t believe me. I want to go hang myself.”<br>
“I still don’t believe you…”

“I’m not fucking kidding Darcy. Who else would I go to? It’s been a month and a half.”<br>
“Since you met them.”

“And since I had my period.”<br>
“But your periods are always irregular.”<br>
“I know, but I’ve never been so scared before. Darcy, what if I’m pregnant?”

“That’s why you shouldn’t have sex until your older and far enough away from your parents. Maybe you should get a test for it.”<br>
“And prove it?”<br>
“Why not? You have nothing to lose. And if it all turns out to be you just overreacting, then all you can feel is good.”<br>
“But what if I’m pregnant?”

“It could happen, but that’s what you get for having sex when you’re young.”<br>
“But it isn’t fair! I liked him a lot and he just leaves me and you say that I deserve it?!”<br>
“Well you fucked a guy who was famous when you were really young, what did you expect him to do, propose?”<br>
“Well anything but what happened. Maybe we could have had something…”

“But you were sixteen. It would have been illegal.”<br>
“So was him fucking me! That didn’t stop him!”<br>
“Kaylee, he’s a famous rock guy. We’ve watched TV shows about them having one night stands all the time, do you remember what you said?”<br>
“That I would have a one night stand with a rock guy and just let it go. Use it as an experience and that’s it. That I wouldn’t make too much of it. Darcy, I said that before I knew what I was getting into!”<br>
“Well how many times have you done it?”<br>
“Three times.”<br>
………<br>Joel put his arm around Kaylee as he led her outside to the pond.

“So, Kaylee, was I your first choice?”<br>
“What do you mean?” She looked at him with pale eyes.

“To lose your virginity with.”<br>
“Well you were my second.”<br>
“Who was your first?”<br>
“You don’t need to know that! We’re not dating.”<br>
“Yes we are.”<br>
“Excuse me?”<br>
“Yeah, we’re dating. See, I asked you out late one night and you said yes. That’s why we had our one year anniversary today.”<br>
“Oh.” Kaylee drug her fingers through the water, giggling when she saw the fish come up to the surface.

“Watch out! They bite.” Kaylee quickly withdrew her hand from the water and looked at Joel.

“What do you want from me?”<br>
“What do you mean?”<br>
“I had to black mail you to get you to go on one date with me and now you say we’re dating.”<br>
“Well, you’re a lot different from the last time I knew you. More mature and older.”<br>
“So before you wouldn’t have dated me?”<br>
“Did I date you?” Oh, he’s so full of harsh realities isn’t he?

“Look, Joel. All I wanted was one date to see if things could be the way they were before. Now you’re taking me out to fancy dinners. That’s not at all what I wanted. I don’t need the flash and glamour.”<br>
“You’re not like other fans…”

“I could have told you that two years ago. I wasn’t some fucking teeny. I liked you when you were an indie Waldorf band.”<br>
“You would have had to have been twelve.”<br>
“Yeah I was, no pop for me. I went to your shows. I had to hide in the back though, sometimes they got really violent.” She smiled and he remembered.

[Kezzie]

“Come on, Joel. I dare you!”<br>
“Fuck off, Benji. I don’t want to mess with anyone like that!”<br>
“You don’t know what you’re talking about; you’re drunk off your rocker.” Benji gave a high pitched laugh as the young girl walked in the door.

“Hello, my name is Kaylee.” Benji jumped at the opportunity to converse with her.

“You look awfully young, how old are you?”<br>
“Well I’m turning sixteen in 8 days.”<br>
“Oh, sweet sixteen! I remember when I was that young.” He gave a cocky grin to Joel and winked an eye.

“Really?”<br>
“Well actually there are a lot of black spots.” He admitted, laughing. She giggled along with him, pulling her skirt down a little while doing so. She looked so young, she reminded him of a twelve year old being put in grown up clothes and slathered with makeup. “So what do you want to accomplish being here?”<br>
“What do you mean?” She smiled shyly and looked down at her feet. Yeah, she definitely reminds me of a twelve year old, Joel thought to himself.

“I’m sure you had some plans and dreams about what was going to happen tonight. All girls do. I want to know what yours is and don’t lie to me, because I’ll know that you’re lying. He grinned to the rest of the guys as if to say “All girls want to fuck us; admit it.”

“Well I wanted to make out with Joel.” She pointed to Joel and he looked around, shocked that she would pick him.

“You’re lying!” Benji said loudly and laughed like a pompous ass. “What do you really want?”<br>
“I wanted to lose my virginity.” She smiled, this time managing not to blush.

“Oh. Go Joel!” The older one rooted to his younger brother. They all exited and she was alone in the room with him.

“Uh, hello I’m Joel.”

“Yeah, I know that already.”<br>
“So how do you want to do this?” Joel looked at her, trying to imagine her without clothes.

“You mean right now?” She looked so uncomfortable.

“Yeah, sure.” He scratched the back of his neck, wanting to get this over with quickly.

“Uh………” He moved over to her and brushed his lips against hers. “Well, that’s a start.” He took off her shirt and let his hands roam over her bra covered chest. She gasped openly and kissed him shyly.

“Are you sure you want to do this?” He kissed up her neck line, the famous hot spot of many females.

“I don’t think I want you to stop now.” She removed his shirt and kissed him with some kind of kiss that you could find being taught by a magazine page.

“You have so much to learn…” Joel said, smiling to make the comment sting less. “Here, put this on.” He threw her shirt at her and she caught it, her eyes searching his. “Just do it. It’ll be fun.”<br>
“Okay.” She pulled the shirt over her head and sat back down on the couch.

“This should make things more interesting.” He picked up the DVD recording camera sitting on the counter and turned it on. “Strip” He said it as a command and she started pulling off her clothes. “That wasn’t so hard, was it?”<br>
“No” She admitted, smiling up at him like a kid in a candy shop.

He sat the active camera down on the counter overlooking the couch. “Shall we?” Kaylee giggled and jumped on the couch.

“Strip for me.” He gave an award-winning smile and put his shirt back on, quickly pulling it back off, his muscles rippling.

Kaylee gave a sharp squeal as he pinned her to the bed. He kissed her mouth, pushing his tongue in. She tensed up against his body and he kissed her with more fever, moving his lower body against hers,

He unbuttoned his pants and pulled them off at his ankles. He quickly shed his boxers and stood there in the nude. Kaylee gave a short giggle that offended him.

“What’s wrong?” Joel said, sneering and being on the offense.

“I’ve never seen a guy naked before.”<br>
“You mean you’re a total virgin?” His jaw dropped as he looked at her untainted body.

“Yeah” she said, blushing even worse. He had never been with a virgin, let alone a full virgin. This was going to be fun.

“That’s even better!” He said, now also smiling like a kid in a candy shop. He laid on top of her and pushed inside of her already slippery entrance. His whole body broke into shivers as he tried to find his own pace.

“Ow!” She cried, clawing at his shoulders with her pointy fingernails.

“What’s wrong, you want me to stop?” He said, slightly annoyed. He was just beginning to enjoy it.

“It, it just hurts.” She said, trying to lie through her tightly clenched teeth.

“It’ll feel better soon.” I hope, he silently added in his mind.

“Promise?” She looked so believing and sad.

“Yeah” Joel smiled at her and pushed himself deeper into her.

He started to thrust in and out of her and she cried out in pain. Instead of stopping, he sped up and hoped that the pain would stop soon for her.

“Ow! Joel!” She cried out in mixed pleasure and pain. He kept thrusting and she screamed louder. She was so tight; it was beginning to hurt for him too. Arching her back, she sliced his shoulders with her nails. He gasped at the pain and was glad that he finished quicker than he usually would have.

………<br>“Fuck, Joel.” She gave him a disapproving glance. “You’re place is a pigsty. If you’re going to take a girl back to your place make sure you clean it first.” She picked up a dirty sock and threw it at the wall. She seemed pretty amused when it stuck to the wall and began to slide down it to the floor.

“I’ll tell you the truth; I didn’t know it was that dirty.” He pointed to the sock still trying to inch its way to the floor.

“That’s so gross! I’m no girly-girl or anything but that is where I have to draw the line. I draw the line at socks having the ability to stick to walls.”<br>
“That was Benji’s sock. Maybe we should find a pair of his underwear and throw them at the wall.”<br>
“I would but I have a feeling a big furry thing would come out and attack me!”<br>
“I didn’t mean the one’s he’s wearing!” Joel sniggered under his breath and Kaylee threw the wall sock’s mate at him.

“Ass!” She grinned and flopped down on a part of the sofa that was bare.

“Benji had sex there last night…”

“And I’ve had sex with Benji. I don’t care.” Joel stuck his tongue out at her and she smiled sweetly. “Why did you ask me back to your apartment?”<br>
“Well, I was hoping to get laid.” He grinned. “Actually, I wanted you to move in here with me.” Kaylee snorted and looked at the sock still stuck to the wall.

“Why would I want to stay here, it’s so dirty.”<br>
“We’re never here to clean up. I swear I’ll clean more.” Joel begged her.

“When do you want me to move in?”

………<br>Benji snickered and handed the phone to him. “Come on, just do it. It’ll be funny.”

“Yeah, you’re right. Poor girl!” Joel dialed the number into his phone and listened to the ringing on the other line, trying hard not to laugh.

“Hello?” It was the voice of the girl he had meaninglessly fucked only days ago.

“Oh, hello.” He replied, trying to keep it casual and not laugh.

“Why are you calling?” She sounded tired and expressionless, like she didn’t care.

“I was calling to wish you an early happy birthday.” There was a hint of sarcasm in his voice.

“I’m having a party on Saturday…If you’re not busy…” She sounded hopeful, but he quickly shot her down/

“Well we kind of are. We’re on tour, honey. Sorry.” He hung up quickly and busted into gales of laughter.

“What happened?” Benji asked a look of amusement on his face.

“She believes I actually want something with her after that one night.” Joel held his sides and fell on the floor.

“That is funny!” Benji said, shortly after starting to laugh too.

………<br>

[Kezzie]

“What do you want to know?”<br>
“How come you never flirted with me?” Kaylee put her hands on her hips and looked at the sweaty guy playing basketball.

“I wasn’t attracted to you.”<br>
“So you had sex with me?”<br>
“It was Joel’s idea…”

“Somehow I don’t believe that.”

“Believe what you want.” He went to go take a shot but the ball bounced off the rim and to the other end of the court. “What did you want to talk to me about?”<br>
“And if I kissed you?” She pressed on.

“I would push you away.”<br>
“Really?” Kaylee brushed her lips seductively against Benji’s. She felt his body shiver against hers and he put his arms around her, leaning more into the kiss. Kaylee pulled away, “So you’d really pull away if I kissed you.”<br>
“I…I…” He stammered.

“What’s going on?” Joel walked over to the court with two drinks. He handed one to Kaylee and looked at his brother. “Not moving in on my girl, are you?”<br>
“Hell, no. I don’t even find her attractive.” He took a shot and this time it went in.

………<br>“Come on, bro. I wanna have a shot. I wanna fuck her.” Benji whined, holding out the phone to him. “You know she’ll go for it!”<br>
“But I don’t want to do that to her.”<br>
“Oh, starting to like her now, are you?”<br>
“No!” Joel shouted and started to dial the phone again. He heard the phone ring and a steady voiced female answered.

“Hello?”<br>
“Hello”<br>
“Joel?”<br>
“I’m in town. I wanted to know if you wanted to spend the day before your birthday with me.” He said, practically cringing down the phone. If only she knew what they wanted to do to her. There was a short squeal.

“Of course I want to!”<br>
“Meet me in my hotel…” He gave her the address and hung up the phone, feeling worse and worse by the second and not knowing why. He didn’t like this girl, then why did he feel bad about what he was doing?

………<br>“Kaylee, I’ve been trying to tell you this for weeks.” Joel laced his fingers together and looked at his feet.

“Yeah?” She put her finger under his chin and lifted his head so she could look in his eyes.

“I’m in love with you.” His eyes never left hers and he kissed her romantically.

“Joel, I don’t know what to say…”

“Say you’ll marry me.” He pulled the tiny jewelry case out of his pocket and flipped it open facing her. Inside was a beautiful silver ring with a ruby heart and diamonds surrounding it.

“Joel, I…” Her eyes moved from his face, to the box and back again.

“Say yes. Please.” He was still on one knee and it was beginning to throb.

“Yes, of course. Joel, I love you too.” She threw her arms around his neck and he put the ring on her finger.

………<br>Joel sat on the bed talking to Benji. “So we’re actually going to do this?”<br>
“Hopefully.” He grinned in pure glee as he heard the door open and she stepped inside.

“Hey, Kaylee” He smiled at her and cocked my head to the side, looking at her.

“Hi, Joel” He gave her a once over and she just stood there smiling. “Why did you ask me over?”

“Well Benji and I remembered something you said when we met, right Benji?”<br>
“Yeah” He smiled cockily and licked his lips at Joel when Kaylee had looked away.

“And what was that?” She raised her eyebrows and his insides started to squirm uncomfortably. What was he doing?

“That you thought a threesome would be hot.” Benji gave her a toothy smile and his eyes looked truly devilish.

“Oh…” She sounded apprehensive and it made Joel feel even queasier. She had never said anything like that to them. Had she remembered?

“So Benji and I are going to fulfill your fantasies.” Joel said trying to sound proud as he quickly shed his outer clothes. Benji stepped closer and smiled. What am I getting myself into?, Joel thought to himself.

“Is anything wrong?” Benji whispered in her ear, his fingers moving through her long hair. The sight sickened Joel even more but he didn’t want to show weakness to his older brother.

“No, why would anything be wrong?” She smiled at him and found his lips, kissing them passionately. Joel didn’t feel well at all.

Benji laid her on the bed and started undoing her clothes. Joel went to the other room and picked up the camera. I’ll have it on tape, at least, to remind me never to do something like this again, He thought. Kaylee turned her head and acknowledged that she saw Joel standing with the camera pointed on her. Kaylee smiled for the camera and took Benji’s mouth on hers again.

Joel put the camera down and strutted over to them with lubrication jelly in his hand. Kaylee raised her eyebrow but it wasn’t soon enough. Benji took the bottle from his brother and started coating himself with it. He flipped Kaylee over on all fours while Joel got underneath her.

Kaylee screamed painfully as Benji inserted himself in her anus. The look on her face was enough to bring tears to his eyes. They were hurting a young girl for no point except their own amusement. Joel inserted himself inside of her right after Benji did. He started thrusting at a hard, tearing pace, and Benji did the same pace to keep up with him. Kaylee screamed in pain and Joel felt warm liquid coming out of where Benji was at. Surely he couldn’t have come that quickly? There was warm blood flowing from her and staining the sheets. We’re tearing this poor girl to shreds. She’s never going to forgive us.

………<br>“So, when are you getting married?” Benji scoffed at the sound of his brother getting married before him.

“Halloween” Joel smiled, lost in thought.

“How cliché” Benji snorted again and looked back to the list of people his brother was making of people to invite to the wedding.

“Benji, what the fuck is your problem?” Benji’s head snapped up and he looked at Joel.

“I don’t like that girl and you know it. You were just supposed to play her and leave her alone. She’s so much younger than you!”

“Benji, I love her. I felt really bad about what we did to her but she doesn’t seem to resent me any. She doesn’t like you much, though.”<br>
“I don’t care if she likes me or not. This is so fucking high school. Why can’t you marry a girl your type?”<br>
“How do you know what my type is, Benji? I love her and I’m not going to let her get away.”<br>
“You’re going to marry a girl who you did all that bad shit to?”<br>
“Why not? It seemed to make us closer.”<br>
“There’s something about her I don’t like. I feel like she’s playing you.”<br>
“Benji, I was the one who played her. You’re just paranoid.”<br>

[Kezzie]

“Are you sure your parents aren’t at home?”<br>
“Of course I’m sure, where’s Joel?”<br>
“That’s what I wanted to talk to you about. He doesn’t like you, he’s only playing you.”<br>
“Why would I believe you?” She asked and he handed her a tape. She put it in the cassette deck and listened to it. It was all the proof she needed. “Why would he do that to me?”<br>
“I don’t know. He’s the evil twin, I swear. I told him to stop. I really like you, Kaylee. I hoped I’d be your favorite band member when we first met, but I wasn’t. It was Joel. But he’s playing you. Do you want something with me?”<br>
“Like boyfriend and girlfriend?”<br>
“Yeah!”<br>
“Oh my god… Joel never asked me that…”

“But I’m asking you. Please, be my girlfriend.”<br>
“Sure.” He leaned in a kissed her passionately and she kissed back, happy that she finally had a boyfriend. That someone liked her and wasn’t playing her. She knew something was wrong with Joel; she just couldn’t put her finger on it.

“I’ll see you later. I don’t want your parents to come home before I leave.”<br>
“Okay! Bye!”<br>
“And one thing…”

“Yeah?”<br>
“Don’t tell Joel.”<br>
“Okay.”<br>
“And don’t tell anyone else. It’s kind of illegal.”<br>
“Well, I’m happy you’re taking that risk for me.”<br>
“Anything for the girl I’m crushing on.”<br>
………<br>“Kaylee”<br>
“Yeah?”<br>
“I’m glad you’re getting married. Especially to the guy you’ve liked. You’re going to be set for life.” Her mom smiled at her as she filled out wedding invitations that were set in gothic theme.

“Yeah, I can’t believe he proposed to me.” Yes I can, she thought to herself, what I can’t believe is how quickly he ate out of my hand.

“He’s a sweet boy.”<br>
“Yeah, but I used to date his brother.”<br>
“What? When?”<br>
“When I was sixteen I went to their concert and met the band. Me and Joel saw each other after that but he wasn’t really interested in me. Benji was the one who ended up asking me out.

“This is news to me.”<br>
“I was just kind of broken up about it. That I had a huge crush on a celebrity, kissed him, and then I probably wasn’t going to see him again. I just wanted more.”<br>
“Kissed him? That’s all?” Kaylee grinned.

“Well I guess now that I’m eighteen I can tell you. I had sex with Joel at the concert and then with Joel and Benji the night before my sixteenth birthday.”<br>
“What? Both of them?”<br>
“Yeah, a threesome. And yes, we were protected.” Her mom’s jaw dropped.

“That’s amazing. I thought it was something else. Now you’re getting married to Joel Madden of Good Charlotte, your favorite band.”<br>
“Yeah I guess it’s amazing. Joel wasn’t my first choice, though.”<br>
“Oh, who was?”<br>
………<br>“Baby I love you so much, there’s just something I have to tell you…” Benji licked up and down her pale exposed neck as he whispered gently in her ear.

“What is it?” Benji giggled as he pulled away.

“This was all a joke!” He grinned wide as confusion crossed her eyes.

“What?”<br>
“Well I don’t like you and you were just a dare to Joel. It was all a game. Surprise!” There was a flash as he took a picture of her expression.

“Why?” He eyes were watering with tears. Instead of crying, she took it with a depressed look on her face, trying to sort it all out in her head.

“You were just there! Like we’d date a fan, come on now, we’re famous! We can have anyone we want; why would we choose you?” He still had the smartass look on his face as the door opened.

“What’s going on here?” Billy spoke as Joel entered behind him.

“Just breaking the truth to Kaylee.”<br>
“About what? Didn’t she used to date Joel?” He looked from Benji to Joel, confused. Joel gave him the look not to bring it up, but he just kept looking.

“No. That’s what I was telling her. See, I’ve been ‘dating’ her for about a month now and I just wanted to give her a taste of harsh reality.” Benji didn’t look as cocky as before. In fact, he looked a little quashed as he crossed to the door, intending to leave.

“Benji, you’re an ass!” Billy hissed at him as he passed.

“I can’t believe you did that!” Joel yelled into the hallway as Benji eagerly flipped him the finger behind his back.

“Are you okay?” Billy crossed over to where she was sitting and placed a hand on her back. Kaylee just sat there, looking deflated worse than ever before. “I can’t believe you guys!” Billy shouted, giving Joel an equally harsh glare. “She’s a beautiful girl and you just have to toy with her like that. You guys are both asses.” Kaylee crossed over to the door and left and no one was sure if she had taken in what Billy had said or not.

………<br>“I’m so nervous.” Joel said to Benji, looking in the mirror and fixing his tie.

“You’re only trying it on.”<br>
“But I’m getting married soon. The old ball and chain.”<br>
“And you would have never expected to be marrying her, the willing.”<br>
“What do you mean the willing?”<br>
“She was so fucking easy. She put out on the first night.”<br>
“So? I love her.”<br>
“Okay, whatever.”<br>
“What do you mean ‘whatever’?”<br>
“I had her too!” Benji busted into a fit of giggles.

“So?”<br>
“You’re a fucking softy Joel. She was your first one night stand. You’re only marrying her because you feel bad about what happened.”<br>
“Really?”<br>
“You don’t see me getting married, do you?”<br>
“Well if that’s the case then thank you Benji. If it wasn’t for you I wouldn’t be getting married.”<br>
“What are you trying to say?”<br>
“I wasn’t trying, I just said it.”<br>
“Are you saying that I forced you to have a one night stand?”<br>
“No I was saying that if it wasn’t for you I wouldn’t have had one. It was all your idea.”<br>
“Fuck you.”<br>
“You’re still going to be the best man.”<br>
………<br>That is it; she thought to herself, this is the last straw and the last line I’m going to take from a guy. “Go fuck yourself.”<br>
“What?” The sincere voice on the other end of phone said softly.

“I said go fuck yourself. I’m tired of you guys ping-ponging me around like that. I’m sick of you toying with my emotions like that.”<br>
“I never did anything to you!”<br>
“Neither did they when they first asked me out.”<br>
“You have to give me a chance.”<br>
“I don’t have to give you anything.”<br>
“Please, I’m not like Benji or Joel.” Billy pleaded.

“I’m not willing to take anymore chances. What you guys are doing is sick. I’m only sixteen years old. I don’t know if you heard of what a pedophile is…”

“I know what it is! I’m not like that!”<br>
“What is it then?”<br>
“I like you. I really like you a lot.”<br>
“Uh-huh. I get it! You’re just continuing the game Benji and Joel started. Goodbye.”<br>
“But-” The voice was cut off as Kaylee put the phone back onto the hook, shaking her head side to side. She didn’t know what to think. If only she wasn’t so fucking gullible! But what if he really did like me, her mind badgered. She didn’t really want to think about it. The less time she spent fretting over the whole affair, the better.

[Kezzie]

Kaylee smoothed her ruffles on her gown with her hand. It seemed that the days right up to the wedding had raced past and her mind was still back a week ago. Her dress looked so white and yet she was so impure. Could she really go through what she was going to do?

“Are you going to be okay?” Marissa asked, staring at the rich blue bridesmaid dress in the mirror.

“Yeah I’ll be fine.” She set the red roses on the table and set a shaky hand on top of them.

“You look a bit peaky.” Marissa handed her a glass of water but Kaylee didn’t take it. She only kept looking at the dark red roses that were the color of blood.

………<br>“And what if I killed myself?”<br>
“I could care less! You’re nothing but a fucking whore!” Joel laughed down the phone as Kaylee cried on the other end.

“You’ll be sorry.”<br>
“What are you going to do?”<br>
“I love you Joel…”

“You’re a fucking idiot. I hate you!” Kaylee cried down the phone and gently set the receiver down in the cradle. No one wanted her…and she wanted to end it all.

………<br>“So did you ever think that this was going to happen?” Billy gently asked Joel.

“No. I really thought she was going to hate me. I was so egocentric and immature a few years ago. I would have given everything up to make it go away but it doesn’t seem like I have to now.” Billy just gave him an impassive smile and went back to reading the obituaries.

………<br>Kaylee put her pen to the paper and started to write Joel a letter. She wanted to tell him everything on her mind, but she could express it in normal words.

Dear Joel,

You seem to know me pretty well,
And of how far and fast I fell.
Now I’m dying and want to end it now,
Do you want me to tell you how?
But no, I only wanted to ask you,
How much of your life was I fed into?
If I took the knife and died tonight,
Would I be lost and out of sight?
Or would a piece of me live on in you,
And I’d be there forever, helping you think things through.
Have you adopted a piece of me?
And are different now than you used to be?
If I killed myself and left you alone,
Would you think about me, visit my gravestone?
Unselfishly, I’ve put all I can into you,
Teaching bit by bit, how to be true.
I hope that I’ve changed you somehow,
Although I don’t want you to think about these things now.
I just wish that if the day came when I die,
That, at my funeral, you would cry.
Have you ignored me over this half a year?
When I was trying to push away meaningless fears?
Or will a part of me live on inside,
Because I was the one never to hide?
If I died, would you care?
Signed, the one who was always there.

Kaylee put the pencil down and slid the piece of completely filled stationary into the addressed envelope. She walked slowly to the mailbox and hoped that when Joel got it, it wouldn’t be too late for her.

………<br>The sounds of sweet matrimony wafted through the air to where Kaylee was, sitting on a chair weeping. Her best friend who actually had believed her was rubbing her back, trying to comfort her.

“It’s your wedding; you’re supposed to be happy!” Marissa said with a smile, trying hard to cheer her up.

“It’s not worth it. It’s not worth all the pain that it took to get this far.” The wedding march had started and Kaylee was showing no signs of getting up to walk down the aisle.

“Do you want to get married to him?”<br>
“I don’t think that’s a choice anymore.”<br>
………<br>

[Kezzie]

“I can’t believe she would write something like that to me. It’s so hilarious how she thinks that a little poem will win me back.”<br>
“Joel, you’re an asshole. She’s such a sweet girl, why can’t you see that?” Billy pleaded to him hurt that Joel was the cause of Billy losing his chance with Kaylee.

“I’m an asshole? It was Benji’s idea at first.”<br>
“Yeah but you carried on with it. He didn’t make you take it this far!”<br>
“You’re just jealous.”<br>
“So what? If I was with her I wouldn’t treat her that bad.”<br>
“How do you know that? You’ve never been with her and you never will be.”<br>
………<br>“Can you actually believe that any moment now she’s going to be walking down the aisle?” Benji whispered excitedly to his twin. “I bet you she’s wearing red!”<br>
“Fuck off!” Joel hissed to Benji, not talking his eyes off the door in the back of the cathedral.

“I don’t think she’s going to be coming.” Billy said, dazing off into space.

“Why not?” Joel said, taking his eyes off of the door for a moment to look at Billy in wonder.

“Well I mean everything you did to her and now she just happens to accept it all and want to marry you.”<br>
“What?”<br>
“Well teenagers are very depressed… They tend to dwell on things that hurt them for a long time and make it worse than it was in the first place.”<br>
“How would you know?”<br>
“I was a teenager once.” There was still no entrance through the door and the song was through its fifth playing.

“What do I do?” Joel said, talking fast and scared. He didn’t want to be left at the altar.

“Remember.”<br>
“What?”<br>
“Remember what happened and snap out of it. Stop living in your fantasies. She doesn’t want you. You hurt her real bad and now she doesn’t want anything to do with you!” Billy said, walking in front of Joel and standing in front of the entire congregation. “Sorry there isn’t going to be a wedding today!” He said happily. “Joel’s just realized the truth!”<br>
“What?” Joel said as his consciousness started to swim. He put his hands up to the sides of his head as the image in front of him blurred and turned into a totally different picture than swam back again. “What’s going on?”<br>
“Shh!” Benji said in an urgent whisper pointing to the door where Joel’s bride had just taken entrance. Joel watched her in all her grace walking towards them. This can’t be real, he thought to himself, what just happened?

“I, Kaylee Anne Georgia, take Joel Reuben Madden to be my lawfully wedded husband….” Joel heard her speaking but the words blurred. The image soon blurred after it and was replaced. Joel looked down at the morning’s paper and saw that it was two years earlier than where he just was.

………<br>I’ll take this knife and die tonight
Ridding myself of all the spite
Of all the hurtful memories
I’ll fade away from those close to me
Tonight I shrivel and I die
All because I caught your eye

[Kezzie]

I’ll take this knife and die tonight
Ridding myself of all the spite
Of all the hurtful memories
I’ll fade away from those close to me
Tonight I shrivel and I die
All because I caught your eye

Kaylee sobbed into her hands and propped the letter up on her desk where it would be easily seen. She just couldn’t take it anymore. It was hard to say, but her mom was right. She was way too young to have sex, not prepared enough. She never thought her idols would turn out to be just like the assholes in her school, but they did. No one needed her anyway.

Taking the pills out of the medicine cabinet, she thought about everything that had happened. She thought that everything was going to be great. Joel liked her, and even when he didn’t she dated his brother so it never got her down much, but to find out it was all a game is what got her in the end.

She stuffed the pills in her mouth two at a time, taking long gulps of the water in her hand before swallowing. She had never looked so pale before.

The door was opening in the hallway. Kaylee heard it but her legs were concrete and her knees were rubber. She couldn’t go anywhere but down. She fell on the floor, the drugs starting to take their full effect.

“KAYLEE!!!” She heard the shrieks of her best friend, her only friend that ever believed her about what was going on. She opened her mouth to answer but nothing would come out. She wanted to thank her for caring, she wanted to say goodbye, but all that would come out was a dying groan as all the breath in her body left for the final time.

………<br>“Where were you Joel? I thought I lost you for a moment there!” He looked up to the person standing above him and saw he had brown eyes identical to his.

“I was just reading the newspaper…” Joel said and pointed to the headline on the front page.

Another Teenage Suicide: or was it?
All suicide stories start in basically the same way. Usually it is that the teenager gets involved with someone and they get scorned. This teen starts getting extremely depressed and ends up committing suicide. That’s the way it always is and that’s the way it seemed to be with Darien Lake resident Kaylee Georgia.

“Holy hell!” Benji shouted. “There’s an article in here about Kaylee!”<br>
“Who is that?” Chris asked, blatantly staring at the girl behind the counter at the coffee shop they were in.

“That girl Joel and I were fucking with.”<br>
“Oh, her.”<br>
Police investigated more into this case at the parents’ request. Found in the possession of the girl were several sex videos which included an older man which authorities have been quoted as saying “Looks a lot like that Good Charlotte fellow”. Now authorities haven’t confirmed the identity of the male in the films, but witnesses to the case are insisting to the police suspicions that the male is none other than the famous Joel Madden.

“What are you guys reading?” Billy walked over, eating a blueberry muffin and drinking a cup of orange juice.

“Kaylee…” Joel started but was unable to finish, his emotions choking back the rest.

“What?”<br>
“Kaylee committed suicide.”<br>
“What?” Billy spilled the juice down his front, staring at Benji in shock.

“She killed herself and there’s an article in the paper about Joel.”<br>
We can only hope for the best for Kaylee’s family as this case unravels. Hopefully everything will be solved soon so unnecessary blame won’t be put on anyone. For more information on this case

Joel put the paper down and stared somberly at it as Billy stood beside the table, dripping orange juice on the clean white floor. “Now I remember what I was doing.”<br>
“What?” Billy asked, mopping himself with napkins, four lying on the table already soaked.

“I was thinking how it could have been….”<br>
“What do you mean could have been?” Chris took his eyes off of the girl and the rest of the band stared at Joel intently.

“I was thinking about how it could have been if she hadn’t died…<br>



*The End!*

All poems featured in this story were my own creations. Kaylee and Darcy belong to me. Please contact me if you wish to use any part of this fiction.


Trinity Joselyn Carter

[Anarchy Rebel]

Holy hell thats some serious stuff