mestxupxkid
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I'm so tired or being here
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Post by mestxupxkid on Oct 27, 2005 21:17:56 GMT
I swear to god why does everyone fucking hate me! Why does everyone think I'm fat! Even one of my friends' b/f thinks I am I mean come on IF YOU GOT NOTHING NICE TO SAY DON'T SAY ANYTHING AT ALL! I swear god is punishing me. My life is a complete mess...and I'm only in freaking high school!!! By the end of this year I'll be ready to kill myself! Why do people always pick on me I don't say shit about them I mean come on who do you think you are? Do you feel better if you talk shit about everyone else?!?!? Come the fuck on! Get a life and stop saying shit about everyone else just to make yourself feel all big and bad! Fuck what you think but it's not like I don't have feelings! It just hurts even more to hear the things that people say... I don't say you're a fat or you're a poser so stop saying shit cause you don't know me... It's not how you look it's the personality that counts... I can't wait till 10 years from now you'll be working at Mc Donald's and I'll be making 90,000!! Ha! I hope I see you and you feel like a jerk for ever picking on me! We'll see who gets the last laugh... Some good advice never pick on anyone there is always karma...I just want to cry now... I know it's sad but I really just feel pressured all the time to look like everyone else. You know be "perfect"...I keep thinking it would just be so much easier if I would just get hit by a car and died...life isn't worth living when you feel terrible all the time
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mestxupxkid
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I'm so tired or being here
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Post by mestxupxkid on Oct 27, 2005 21:22:10 GMT
Sorry if that sounds pathetic but I really do hate my life...But there are some times when its not that bad..When I'm with my family I feel so much better or when I'm listening to music. It's like a fantasy...then reality hits me... Still I love being with my family and atleast I have like 2 friends who I actually like..
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Post by DCOTN on Oct 30, 2005 0:26:23 GMT
Dude, while it may not seem like it.. These are the best years of your life. (Maybe not the situations, though)... It's all just a phase anyway. You'll look back on all of this and be like, wowhow insignificant all of this was!
Yeah, you'll thank me one day.
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Post by Erin on Oct 30, 2005 19:59:12 GMT
aw kate's NICE!
haha j/k
but yeah hun.. if you're friend is calling you fat in a mean way.. then she's not your friend, but if you don't think your fat don't pay any mind, I mean.. just.. don't listen to what they say, they're dumb, they're trying to find themselves, and sometimes their search interfers with yours, and sometimes they make it interfer, just focus on the things that make you happy, and if they won't stop picking on you, tell an adult (super cheesy I know) or tell them to go pick out their imperfections.. or something witty, I mean honestly, if you sound smarter than them they really do back off. and if they don't then that means they are that much more insipid..
no really, I know it's not good to walk away from your problems, but when you walk away from someone who is making fun of you, you're walking away from their problems.. pay them nooooo mind and stick with your family.. focus on your own goals, and dreams, and make sure to leave those losers in the dust -wink wink-
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mestxupxkid
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I'm so tired or being here
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Post by mestxupxkid on Nov 1, 2005 14:08:13 GMT
Thanks that actually made me feel better *again :-[super cheesy* but you lightened me up for the day!  |
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Post by Erin on Nov 2, 2005 21:37:27 GMT
and then I go -wink wink-
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mestxupxkid
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I'm so tired or being here
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Post by mestxupxkid on Nov 5, 2005 14:56:18 GMT
=lol=
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