.Confessions.Of.A.Dangerous.Mind.

[Jessie]

Boo. Did i scare ya?


Uh, Ive decided to start a new diary, Because
A)The old one is crap
B)The old one is...Old...
C)The old one is dead
D)The old one sucked
E)The old one was there before i left, And now im back.
F) I WANT A NEW ONE

so, There.

Somebody can delete it, Or Lock it...Or just wait for three more people to make a diary and itll dissapir off the face of the 1st page....



So now i just have to think of something to start this off with....Other than what ive just rambled on about.


Think
Think
Think

[Jessie]

Oh, Now i remeber something.

Okay. So. I just joined this new message board. Well, Actually. I joined it yesterday. Actually. Last night.
But thats not the point...

Anyways, So i join, As ive already said.
And then i go and make muh newbie thread.
I say a lil shit about myself, I get 3 pages of "Welcome!" "Hi, My name is blah blah blah" "We're all nut jobs" Ya know...Just the average sthuff.

And i go along and post in a few threads, Mainly music ones.

I be myself and everything. Not really myself though. Its a new place, I dont want to scare them.

I learn that 2 of the girls there are also from NZ (first NZ chicks ive met on a message board) and i get talking with them.

Then i go and put on my avie and siggy.


Then, I go to bed.


Weeeeeeeeeelll, This morning i woke up, Checked my emails to see that i have a whole heap of PMs from bitchy fucking mods.

Theyre going on abotu how my siggy was 21 pixels or whatever over the size limit, And that my avie was too small (it was a standard 100x100) And that i should be spamming all over the place (I posted 5 fuckign times!) and how my siggy should be of Evanescence, seeing as how its an Evanescene board.

and im just sitting there like "What the fuck?!?!"

And then, I learn that theyre a bunch of guys!
I never expected fucking bitchy from a bunch of guys! That girls jobs!

Ugh!

And then, i take another look around the board, And it is 39479579-5890850934859038534985934859034594768947689478957689475630492-3-129402834097895 Times worse than what this board used to be.

Fuck, In some most of the boards your not even aloud to make a thread without a staff members permission.


Your not aloud to post any pictures without the sources permission in some places.

Fuck, You have absolutly NO FREE WILL there.


So right now, Im all like "Well fuck them!"



but im still ont here right now....

[Jessie]

Oh my god. I so want to shoot the person that made the rules on this board!

Well, So far, This one rule in particular.

11. Things Not to be Discussed :

- The song entitled 'You'. Amy has said this was a personal song not meant for the public and prefers that people don’t download it or listen to it. So don't.

Okay, I understand if Amy would not like for people to be listening to that song. But unfortunitly, Its out there, And people WILL download it.
It may be accidental, Or on purpose.
But itll still be downloaded.

But as for whoever said "So Dont" screw you.

So what if somebody wants to hear the song.
Theres no way that they can stop anybody from listening to it.

Theyre only fucking mods/Admins on a bloody message board.
Who the fuck do they think they are, Telling people not to download a song.

Ugh! *kicks*

[Jessie]

Artist: Evanescence
Album: Remixes or Bonus Tracks
Title: You

The words have been drained from this pencil
Sweet words that I want to give you
And I can't sleep..I need to tell you...goodnight

When we're together I feel perfect
When I'm pulled away from you I fall apart
All you say is sacred to me
Your eyes are so blue, I can't look away as we lay in the stillness
You whisper to me, Lady, marry me, promise you'll stay with me
Oh you don't have to ask me, you know you're all that I live for

You know I'd die just to hold you, stay with you
Somehow I'll show you that you are my night sky
I've always been right behind you
Now I'll always be right beside you

So many nights, I've cried myself to sleep
Now that you love me, I love myself
I never thought I would say that
I never thought there'd be you





Artist: EVANESCENCE
Album: Fallen
Title: Hello

Playground schoolbell rings, again
Rainclouds come to play, again
Has no one told you she's not breathing ?
Hello, I'm your mind, giving you someone to talk to...Hello...
If I smile and don't believe
Soon I know I'll wake from this dream
Don't try to fix me
I'm not broken
Hello, I'm the lie living for you so you can hide...
*Don't cry...*
Suddenly I know I'm not sleeping
Hello, I'm still here, all that's left
Of yesterday

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Also, They dont want "Hello" Being mentioned anywhere on the board.
*stabs*

[Kay]

That's not the real song "you"... i don't know what you downloaded lol.. But that's not it...

[Jessie]

Oookay then.

Somewhere will have the correct lyrics to it....SOMEWHERE!

[Jessie]

Ah! I have blisters on my feeeeeeet! Gawed, They hurt so much!


Yesterday, I was up at like...8am (sooooo early fo' meeee) And i went to town shoping.

God, Was that a mistake or what!?

I wore allll the wrong clothes, Cause when i left, It was freezing and foggy and shnit.

But when i got there, It was the fucking hottest day of the year so far!

I just about died!


And i found nothing for the wedding (oh, I was wedding shoping) And the only thing i did find, Wasnt clothes at all, It was posters.

So now, I have thins huuuuuuuggggggggeeeee green day poster on my wall.
Its the cover off the febuary issue of Rolling Stone.

And i loooove it, Cause when i look up from muh bed, Billie Joes positioned on top of me lol (i swear i didnt mean to put it like that!)

But its also really scary, Causethe first thing i notice is Tres fucking eyes!
They kept me awake all night cause they freaked the shit outta me!

So in the end, I ended up taping a tissue over his eyes.



Oh, And the other poster i got was a blink 182 one for Muh cousins b/day on friday.

I still dont know what else to get her....

[Jessie]

Yes Daivd, Things do tend to get smaller in the cold...

[americanpsycho]

Dude... I wanna join that Evanescence site just to discuss the song "You".


I think it's completly moronic that whatserface.... Amy... Lee says not to download it. I mean, if it's such a personal song, she wouldn't have put it out there. I mean, jeez. She's dumb... well, not, but whatever.

Uhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.. Hi Jessums. How goes it? I commented in yooooooour journal.

[Kay]

GAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAASP!


Don't call amy dumb!


GAAAAAAAAAAAASP.

But no... she never "put it out there". Someone RIPPED it from her personal collection.. She never ment for it to get public.

[americanpsycho]

Why would you record a personal song? Like, I dunno.. It's just... blah.


And I said, 'She's dumb... well, not..' 'cause I'm dumb and call other people dumb and then take it back.

[Kay]

From what i heard she recorded it on a tape when she writes songs and stuff... But i dunno

[Jessie]

Dude... I wanna join that Evanescence site just to discuss the song "You".

Thurrrr ya go[/quote]




Ah! I still cant get this song, "You"
*kicks*

[Jodynne]

YOU'RE LAME.
lmao.

kidding.ily.

[Jessie]

Takes a lameass to know a lameass. laaaameo
kidding
cough