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Post by My Senses Failed on Mar 24, 2004 14:22:50 GMT
it was the funniest thing last night...me and my dad started reallllllly fighting, and he starts calling me immature and a drama queen...so he's like: your immatureness is obvious that you can't get a license...and blah blah blah...i'm like, sir, immatureness? i think you meant immaturity....he got all pissed off, it was fucking hilarious
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Post by My Senses Failed on Mar 25, 2004 0:02:05 GMT
i told him to stop saying "i love you" because they've become empty words...they have no meaning...in fact, by him saying those to me, it makes me feel like i hate those words...because if he says that, but treats me like he does, then what is that saying? its like saying, you can say what you want, and treat someone like shit, yet those three little words are supposed to make up for everything? no, i don't think so...i don't say it to him, and from his point of view, i treat him like shit, but at least i'm fucking honest and don't say things that i don't mean...(i love you)....it just feels like he doesn't truly mean them, so by saying them, its like a big contradiction
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Post by KiDvIcIoUs63172 on Mar 25, 2004 21:33:12 GMT
aww bri! *huggles* i dont like those words either, the asshole (jason) said them to me once and i was elated, it was just indescribable. it was only the next day when i found out he had cheated on my with some fucking preppy slut. i hate him i hate him i hate him! i seriously fell in love with him and i just felt so violated, so used okay that was highly unnecessary, but i needed to. sorry.
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Post by My Senses Failed on Mar 25, 2004 22:29:46 GMT
aww jenn...guys are assholes, i'm sorry that you got a particularly bad one...*hugs*
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Post by ILovePirates55 on Mar 25, 2004 22:58:13 GMT
awww jenn it'll be okay look at me i probaly will never have a boyfriend! lol Ugh Bri I might sound corny for saying this but you really deserve better then what you get from your father
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Post by My Senses Failed on Mar 26, 2004 1:17:59 GMT
how do you know? maybe i'm as worthless as he makes me feel...maybe i'm never going to be good enough for anyone? ever?
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Post by ILovePirates55 on Mar 26, 2004 13:38:06 GMT
You arent worthless! I know about 20 diffrent people on this board who would agree and say that you do deserve better because you are an amazing person. And your father may not see that and thats his problem. Cause so many others do see it.
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Post by Corleone ‘72 on Mar 26, 2004 21:14:57 GMT
I've also told you that bri.... and half of the other people on this site too. we all love you here. and that won't ever change.
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Post by My Senses Failed on Mar 26, 2004 23:30:40 GMT
thank you so much for dealing with all my shit...i don't know where i would be without any of you! *hugs*
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Post by ILovePirates55 on Mar 27, 2004 0:02:17 GMT
Bri we all heart you here we are glad to help you with your shiz!
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Post by My Senses Failed on Mar 27, 2004 0:30:34 GMT
hahah that's good to know
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Post by KiDvIcIoUs63172 on Mar 27, 2004 2:26:27 GMT
aww jenn...guys are assholes, i'm sorry that you got a particularly bad one...*hugs* aww bri that meant a lot, thank you. but this diary is not about my problems, its about yours so im here for you whenever you need me. im going to fly to phoenix, creep in through your window at night and kidnap you and bring you here away from that fucker!
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Post by My Senses Failed on Mar 27, 2004 2:45:28 GMT
haha if only...
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Post by benjislapdog on Mar 28, 2004 0:07:42 GMT
aw bri *huggles*
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Post by My Senses Failed on Mar 28, 2004 14:01:11 GMT
look people, i'm seriously not looking for sympathy...i really don't want to know how badly you feel for me, i know my life isn't the greatest, but i can make it through, i'm fucking strong and i'll make it through...i'm just so sick of people's awwws and i'm sorrys....its not your problems. the only reason i tell you is because i need it off my chest, not because i need your sympathy. i'm fine guys...seriously. but thanks for the condolesences.
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