Post by xxEmotionaLxx- <3 adele <3 on Oct 7, 2005 23:17:56 GMT
i aint posted anything at all on this site in a while, so thought id share some good old poetry of mine, its pretty recent, and kinda long.. i dont know.. read
it, comment if you wish..hhmpppfff
[x] So.Close your eyes, and hold on
Bite your lip and shiver in the heat of your
emotions…
Today is the revolution
The test, the break, the transaction
Today is the start of something
Something turning into nothing
Embrace the pain
Get ready to fight again
Clench your fists
And grit your teeth
Heart pounding in your chest
Swallow hardly
This battle is far from over
Shed a tear
Inside cry a million more
Anticipate everything
And talk in confidence
Face the things your scared of
You need to do this
To break away
To gain another day
To run away from the pain
I know it’s scary
But just close your eyes and think of better
times
Hold your heart, and remember when it was
whole
Break away, and surround yourself with
everything you love
Blank out the world and focus on the
importance in the things you smile for
Fear nothing
But fear it’s self
It’s wise
Yet just another form of emotion taking on a
different size
Heading for suicide?
The waters running deep
The rivers running fast
The rocks are sharp
And the bridge is fading
Fading your fading
Are you ready for this?
Don’t unclench your fists
Its time you learnt the hard way?
I’m scared, I don’t want to learn anything
Just wait
Hold on for a moment
And think…
You are bleak
Yes you are bleak, you are worthless
And nothing far from empty
Blood has bin shed too many times to think
about this
Just do it
You can do it, like it’s a drug
So why can’t this drug just be the last
A lethal dose
A fateful blow
A regretful anguish, you’ve lived this long
A pain that can be over in seconds
Do you really want to hold on?
It’ll be the last feeling
The last emotion
Cutting off your life
Cutting up yourself, for the last time
Just go
Are you gone yet?
Just do it
For one last time
Feel the pain
Just one last time
Why not let victory rein
It’s taking over
You’re not taking over
Release yourself
Choose yourself
Don’t let it do it for you
It’s your chance to be how you want to
Don’t listen to them
Don’t believe in your friends
Don’t trust
It’s stupid
Don’t lie
Where will it get you?
F**k them
Did they help you?
Really?
No they didn’t help you
All they ever did was pretend
You spent your years
Being true
To them
To yourself
To the blade that went across your arms
You were true
But were they to you?
Did they lie?
More than a thousand times...I’m sure
Do they fight?
For you, no not in your war
Do they care?
For you they never will
Do they hate?
Hate the way you speak the truth?
Or hate how they themselves are in denial?
I think not of things that warm my soul
But of the thing that cut me into pieces
For they are the things that stay behind
The fragments of my heart still dig in me
deep inside
The pain, the tragedies all etched upon my
memory
And shown in every word
The fall was sweet
The fall… was lethal
But I remain
Yes I do remain
As broken as I can be
Without falling apart forever
With fake smiles, and false words and false
hope,
I’m managing to stay together
Just make me understand this craze
Make me understand this hypocrisy
Make me understand this cycle, this battle,
and these emotions
Just answer my questions
Listen to me and tell me the truth
Cuz right now I don’t understand anything…
By Adele
- you copy any of my stuff [tho i dont know why you wud :S] and ill murder your sorry little ass...
