lets pretend...

[xxEmotionaLxx- <3 adele <3]

The flowers are blooming, the birds are singing
the children are laughing and people are talking
and i, i am crying, listenin to the sorrowful tune
my song for you
the song that ,makes me weep
the song which makes my pain seep
the song that reminds me of only you
the song which reminds me that ill never have you
and i, i am dying inside
and i, i am fading away right infront of your eyes
yet you dont see
you dont see the pain inside of me
ill keep laughing, joking, smiling,
fooling you all
this fake smile deceives you all
lets just pretend
pretend liike nothings wrong
that everythings ok, while inside im falling apart
im breaking at the seams
im shattered with my dreams
im being torn apart
falling apart from the very start
for this lifes torture is promising the greatest of pain
the flowers have bloomed
now sitting there,
silently in perfection
still,
beautiful,
the people continue to talk, the children continue to laugh
the song flows to its faded end
and i am left, so quiet inside my head
all i can hear is the beat of my heart, the pace quickening by the second
watching out of the window
watching everyboby laugh,
everybodys smiling, enjoying ife in the merriest of ways
i look back, back,
back into the darkness thats captivated me
this is my home this is where i belong
this is all i know
nothing but darkness, nothing but pain
nothing but cold blood running through my veins
and... no antidote

this may be crap, i dont know all i know is that this is the first piece of my writing ive ever posted its nothing spectacular but meh... just read it and see what you think, i hadnt done much work to it at all so ya know... whatever...

[xxEmotionaLxx- <3 adele <3]

and another thing from moi ...meh

im writing these words as i think of him, so why am i not writing endlessly
he is the focal point of my life
he is the ink that keeps the pen from running dry
he is the water tht stops this well from drying out
he is the reason i still live
he is the reason i still have love to give
he is a star shining bright when my world is covered in darkness
he is everything to me
and i, i am nothing but another face
nothing but anther insignificant person in the great wide world to him
he doesnt even know how much i love him
he doesnt even seem to think i care
why wont he listen to me
i know hes been through some rough times
ive been through some rough times
we all have,
and i somewhat understand his pain
but he seems to think im the same
the same as those who have used him
the same as those who have broken his trust
the same as those who have merle pretended to care
but im not like them
i know how it feels to be used, to be lied to, to have people who only pretended to care
so why would i be the one to treat him the same
he just wont listen to me anymore,
saying that, he never realy has
why wouldnt he listen last night
he told me that i didnt care
i was suprised
suprised to hear those words from him
supirsed that even after i told him that i did care
he still thought i spoke a lie
last night you broke me more
last night my heart grew cold to its core
though you dont love me, though you dont know how much i love you
i thought you at least knew i cared but you dont believe me when i say
i care for you more than most others
if only you knew
how much i fucking love you darling...


what you think, i know it doesnt ryme n the other one dont i couldnt be bothere to make it, thought most of my shit does....tell me how shite it is i dont care...

[xxEmotionaLxx- <3 adele <3]

someone please reply!!!!!! they may be shit but please, critisism, anything!?

[Bluey]

I love 'em. I really like how they have length. I like long songs/poems. I like the last line in the last one best.

I'd like to see more! ;D

[benjisbabyboo]

those are really, really good! u should keep writing, and definatly keep posting!

[xxEmotionaLxx- <3 adele <3]

aww thanks people! means alot tah! xoXox