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Post by RiaBaby on Aug 28, 2004 22:04:58 GMT
^ um thanks to that person who posted that there. um...if u didnt read on my first post, i went through and deleted alot of my entries and whatnot. i just.....wanna start all over. anyway, umm heres my livejournal thingie: www.livejournal.com/users/feekichu/and um.....yeah I'll update this later. ;D
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Post by RiaBaby on Aug 29, 2004 6:05:42 GMT
Saturday, August 28th, 2004 (1:53 AM)
Blah. Okay so I'm back to putting entries into this piece...hopefully I won't forget to keep up with it.
I really can't sleep lol. It sucks....and I start school in nine days and I'm really really dreading the first day. Actually, no, not the first day exactly. I'm just dreading the whole year. If it's gonna be the same as last year, I...I just don't think I can handle that. Last year was probably the worst year of my life man. ugh...
And another thing that's bothering me is...this board. I know it's been said a million times over, but that's because everybody is feeling the same way: I miss the way it used to be. I don't mean to be unwelcoming to new people or anything...cause' some of em are cool. But a lot of new people I just feel are ruining the board. And if this message board dies, then what the fuck....that just ruins all hope lol. This place, especially all last year, has seriously seriously been like a second home to me. It's like an escape, you know? I just don't wanna see it die.
*Sigh* but whatever I really didn't mean to get all melancholy tonight. I guess that idea got crushed as soon as I fell into one of my crying moods. I wanted to start over on this diary because I wanted the entries to be happy and optimistic. I guess that's not happening but I'm gonna try to be optimistic anyway.
And if I have anything to say about it, this board will live on.
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Post by Martini Kisses on Aug 29, 2004 11:09:48 GMT
it will! we'll make sure it does! i luff you ria <3
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Post by RiaBaby on Aug 29, 2004 21:44:48 GMT
aww *hugs* i love u too laura. we're not gonna let the bmmb go to shit. i wont stand for it lol
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Post by ILovePirates55 on Aug 29, 2004 23:25:39 GMT
no way moth fucka!
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Post by Pretty*Lush on Sept 8, 2004 17:02:38 GMT
neither will i .. noo way in hell!
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Post by DCOTN on Sept 25, 2004 1:09:52 GMT
"Lover I Don't Have To Love" I picked you out Of a crowd to talk to you Said I liked your shoes You said thanks can I follow you? So it's up the stairs And out of view No prying eyes I poured some wine I asked your name you asked the time Now it's two o'clock, the club is closed we're up the block Your hands on me Pressing hard against your jeans Your tongue in my mouth Trying to keep the words from coming out You didn't care to know Who else may have been you before I want a lover I don't have to love I want a girl who's too sad to give a fuck Where's the kid with the chemicals? I thought he said to meet me here but I'm not sure I got the money if you got the time You said it feels good I said I'll give it a try Then my mind went dark We both forgot where your car was parked Let's just take the train I'll meet up with the band in the morning Bad actors with bad habits Some sad singers They just play tragic And the phone's ringing And the van's leaving Let's just keep touching Let's just keep keep singing I want a lover I don't have to love I want a boy who's so drunk he doesn't talk Where's the kid with the chemicals I got a hunger and I can't seem to get full I need some meaning I can memorize The kind I have always seems to slip my mind But you but you You write such pretty words But life's no story book Love is an excuse to get hurt And to hurt "Do you like to hurt?" "I do! I do!" "Then hurt me."
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Post by Pretty*Lush on Oct 2, 2004 17:00:04 GMT
wee...bright eyes. ;D
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Post by DCOTN on Oct 2, 2004 17:45:08 GMT
yurp!
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Post by RiaBaby on Oct 26, 2004 23:01:31 GMT
<33......-cries- I miss wendy now October..something (Tuesday) mood: tired music: vanessa carlton -laughs-
Okay well Ria's updating because she's cool like that, and she's even cooler by using the yellow font. (Oh you know it). So what was I gonna say? Fackin-shat I forget now. oh well--I gotta remember to update this more because you all know you love it.
Crashed on the floor when I moved in This little bungalow with some strange new friends Stay up too late, and I'm too thin We promise each other it's til the end Now we're spinning empty bottles It's the five of us With pretty eyed boys girls die to trust I can't resist the day No, I can't resist the day
Jenny screams out and it's no pose 'Cause when she dances she goes and goes Beer through the nose on an inside joke I'm so excited, I haven't spoken And she's so pretty, and she's so sure Maybe I'm more clever than a girl like her The summer's all in bloom The summer is ending soon
It's alright and it's nice not to be so alone But I hold on to your secrets in white houses
Maybe I'm a little bit over my head I come undone at the things he said And he's so funny in his bright red shirt We were all in love and we all got hurt I sneak into his car's black leather seat The smell of gasoline in the summer heat Boy, we're going way too fast It's all too sweet to last
It's alright And I put myself in his hands But I hold on to your secrets in white houses Love, or something ignites in my veins And I pray it never fades in white houses
My first time, hard to explain Rush of blood, oh, and a little bit of pain On a cloudy day, it's more common than you think He's my first mistake
Maybe you were all faster than me We gave each other up so easily These silly little wounds will never mend I feel so far from where I've been So I go, and I will not be back here again I'm gone as the day is fading on white houses I lie, put my injuries all in the dust In my heart is the five of us In white houses
And you, maybe you'll remember me What I gave is yours to keep In white houses
I'm such a dork.
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Post by DCOTN on Oct 27, 2004 12:38:49 GMT
RIA! as i sit here in my towels and dont try to be on time for school, i need to tell you...
i had a dream [ well, a kinda flash... vision.. thing..] but wendy had emailed me and said "kate its wendy! i miss you and everyone else.." and it was freaky. no email, sadly. but wooosh... yeh. cool that we both though of her, eh? <3333333333333333333333333
i envy you for the no school thing... sniff.
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Post by RiaBaby on Oct 29, 2004 0:42:48 GMT
i had a dream [ well, a kinda flash... vision.. thing..] but wendy had emailed me and said "kate its wendy! i miss you and everyone else.." and it was freaky. no email, sadly. but wooosh... yeh. cool that we both though of her, eh? <3333333333333333333333333 yesh....because we're so awesome like that. we're on the same page katers!! -updatedness- october 28, 2004 music: FOB - patron saints... mood: tiredish.....blah
(In my cool yellow font) Sploosh okay so i havent been online in two days because....ive been like wasting away in my room. i missed school on tues and on wed for reasons i dont even know. i just.......didnt go. why? i honestly couldnt say because i just do that spontaneously. but i do know that it was really stupid and....yeah
soooooooooo tomorrow's friday, thank god. nothing really new happened except okay i feel the need to share this story cuz i think it's really fucking funny. okay so today, right, i had detention so i called bert and i was like tell mommy to pick me up at three twenty. so hes like yeah and whatev i get out at three-twenty and i see the van sitting by the curb thing but it was kind of far away and i wasn't sure if it was them or not because i couldn't really see who was in the van. i mean i could see them but i couldnt make out their distinct faces you know? so i just kind of stood there, pretending to mess with something in my bookbag because i was paranoid about approaching the car if it wasnt them (ill explain later). so finally bert's like, "yo!" and i was like phew okay it is them and i got in (bert was in the passenger seat and shyt was in the back) and bert's like, "i saw you stalling with the bookbag thing. thought you were slick" or something and i started laughing and i'm like, "well im all paranoid after that one time" and we both just started laughing for like five minutes and so was my mom and shyt was like, "why what happened?"
so i told him about that one time last year where i was staying after for detention, and this was before i got my contacts so i couldn't see like, at all. because i had glasses but i didn't like wearing them because i thought i looked retarded i mean trust me they just didnt look good on me. so i was waiting for my mom to pick me up and i was squinting at the cars and all, and i saw our car pull up and im like thank god she took forever. so i go up to the car, actually open the door and get halfway inside before i realize that the lady behind the wheel is definitely not my mom and this is definitely not our car. dude...no. i felt like the biggest asshole-douche in the entire world. okay this lady was looking at me like i was fucking crazy, like, "why the hell are you in my car?" i was like, "oh sorry" and got out and shut the door and left. rotflmfao. at the time i wanted to like...die but later on it just became the funniest thing ever.
so thats what me and my brother were laughing about, and he was like, "i thought thats why you were just standing there...." and i go, "well dude im all paranoid now." because i really am. i have to be 110% sure thats the right car before i approach it. and just recently my mom got new plates so it screwed me all up because i don't know the license plate. lmfao.
yeah so......there's ria's random story of the day. dude......i probably have more embarrassing stories than all of you combined. maybe not, but it'd be damn close. snargle.
-feek- dude you know im so cool
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Post by RiaBaby on Oct 29, 2004 18:33:14 GMT
*as an add on* i guess you had to be there
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Post by DCOTN on Oct 29, 2004 21:22:29 GMT
you died on msn.. here's our plan.
Whenever it was boring on a Tuesday night as a kid, my friend and I would go over to the church hall where bingo was being held, stand below one of the open windows and yell, "Bingo!!". The caller would say, "We have a bingo", all of the old ladies would clear their cards. It would take them a while to quite down...........
we so need to get together and do that! happy mischief night. [its mad night in montreal lol..]
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Post by Taurence on Nov 1, 2004 2:21:22 GMT
Lucas Black was born on November 29th 1982 in Speake, Alabama. Without any acting experience whatsoever, he made his first acting debut alongside Kevin Costner in The War at age 11, and went on to co-star with Billy Bob Thornton in Sling blade. He's also had the lead role in Crazy in Alabama, and Flashback. Lucas recently took a break from acting after starring in All The Pretty Horses with Matt Damon, to finish High School and pursue a career as a bass fisherman. However, he is currently working in a film with Jude Law called Cold Mountain.
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